Just a Question: Was your Heart Truly In It?

I have a question for some of you. You say that you accept the Jesus Christ is your personal Savior that he died on the cross for the redemption of your sins and you have been baptized. But yet you don't want anyone talking to you about God. Nor do you talk to anyone about God. You want to say whatever you want to, even if you use the F word all the time. You don't care to go to Church and worship the Lord. In fact you don't worship the Lord at all. You say you don't care that having extra marital sex is wrong let alone a bad example for your children. My question to you is a simple one, but yet can be very profound. When you were baptized and accepted Christ were you just going through the motions, was it just for show, or did you really truly feel it in your heart? Remember God knows your heart now and always. God knows if you truly meant it and if you're truly belong to him. I truly do pray for you my dear sister, and niece. I pray that you turn your life back to Christ giving yourself completely over to him. For that will be the only time you will truly feel complete.