Wednesday, December 23, 2015

No Facebook Post till After Christmas

A few days ago I decided no to post anything until after Christmas on my Facebook.  I posted that I was going to do that and that I might like a comment from someone but I would not post anything. I also stated that if anyone felt the need to contact me they could PM me, I would respond to that or call or text me.  I made this decision form many reasons. One being I am on Facebook way too much, and secondly  sometimes I will post something that I believe in and there are those that take offense to it.  Well, if I post something Biblical in nature and you take offense to it maybe you should rethink your ways.  If I take offense to something someone says about my parenting skill or  my biblical views I will consider what they said, if it offends me I try to figure out why it does. Maybe it's the Lord trying to tell me something.  No matter what I post about the Bible and scripture, I only post how I feel. I am NOT condemning anyone. I post what I read and how I understand it. Does that make it the right opinion..., NO I dont know everything and I surely dont understand everything perfectly. I do however understand that no matter what GOD Loves each of us, just as we are. Yes, he wants us to live according to his word and commands. I try, but fail at it often. But God, still loves me just like he loves each one of you no matte what or how you live your life.  Will I return to posting to Facebook after Christmas. I dont really know. A lot of times I feel that not many people really care if I do or not.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

New Beginings......Yet Again

So, here we go again. A new attempt to keep my blog going.  I don't even remember when the last time I posted was.  So, now it is almost Christmas 2015, I find myself divorced and raising my daughter almost alone. I say almost because her father does see her often and helps with minimal cost of raising her.  I do wish she did not have to go visit him as much, mainly because of the lifestyle he chooses to live. Now, please don't think I am judging, I'm not I am pointing out he is not making biblical choices with how he wants to live. But, God did give each of us free will. He knows my stance on per-marital sex and living with someone outside of marriage. He knows what the Bible says about it to. However, he chooses to live according to what the world deems ok. That is his FREE WILL to Choose that.  My daughter knows it is wrong according to God, but I have also made sure she knows she still has to OBEY and HONOR her father.

I myself have no one special in my life other than my daughter.  For now I have to be ok with that. It is still difficult though this time of year.  I also am still struggling financially.  See, this past summer I felt the Lord calling me to quit my job and home school my daughter. I prayed a lot about it, but every time I turned around I heard TRUST IN ME!!!! So. I did now I feel most of the time the Lord has left me. Almost like I did what he wanted now he forgets about me. I guess deep down I know he hasn't forgotten me, but I just feel he has.

I am going back to school myself working toward my degree in Early Childhood Education. I really want this for myself. Most of my life I was treated like a failure, always compared to my sister who was honor roll. Problem with that was I have learning disabilities that make it really hard for me. So, I want to prove to myself I can do it and that I am smart.  I also am starting my own business. I need to get healthy from the inside out and loose some weight in the process. So I am now selling Plexus.  You can find my store Here. Feel free to go check out my site and ask any questions you may have about the products.

I think my next few post are going to be about Christian values.  I also want to do a future post on different denominations with in Christianity.  I hope that you will continue to follow me and invite more pepole to read what I have to say. I am not perfect by any means, so if you have a different point of view on something and can back it up Biblical scripture feel free to comment.