New Beginings......Yet Again

So, here we go again. A new attempt to keep my blog going.  I don't even remember when the last time I posted was.  So, now it is almost Christmas 2015, I find myself divorced and raising my daughter almost alone. I say almost because her father does see her often and helps with minimal cost of raising her.  I do wish she did not have to go visit him as much, mainly because of the lifestyle he chooses to live. Now, please don't think I am judging, I'm not I am pointing out he is not making biblical choices with how he wants to live. But, God did give each of us free will. He knows my stance on per-marital sex and living with someone outside of marriage. He knows what the Bible says about it to. However, he chooses to live according to what the world deems ok. That is his FREE WILL to Choose that.  My daughter knows it is wrong according to God, but I have also made sure she knows she still has to OBEY and HONOR her father.

I myself have no one special in my life other than my daughter.  For now I have to be ok with that. It is still difficult though this time of year.  I also am still struggling financially.  See, this past summer I felt the Lord calling me to quit my job and home school my daughter. I prayed a lot about it, but every time I turned around I heard TRUST IN ME!!!! So. I did now I feel most of the time the Lord has left me. Almost like I did what he wanted now he forgets about me. I guess deep down I know he hasn't forgotten me, but I just feel he has.

I am going back to school myself working toward my degree in Early Childhood Education. I really want this for myself. Most of my life I was treated like a failure, always compared to my sister who was honor roll. Problem with that was I have learning disabilities that make it really hard for me. So, I want to prove to myself I can do it and that I am smart.  I also am starting my own business. I need to get healthy from the inside out and loose some weight in the process. So I am now selling Plexus.  You can find my store Here. Feel free to go check out my site and ask any questions you may have about the products.

I think my next few post are going to be about Christian values.  I also want to do a future post on different denominations with in Christianity.  I hope that you will continue to follow me and invite more pepole to read what I have to say. I am not perfect by any means, so if you have a different point of view on something and can back it up Biblical scripture feel free to comment.